So I feel grounded.
Inside is a roiling storm of ...emotional fuckin crazyness, but I am able for the moment to keep it at bay with my will.
I look back at how I have acted and the shame that I feel streangthens the turmoil within. It is a hrad place to be. I MUST look at my actions, but I cannot fall into that pit again.
I dont know how long this will last, or if I will forget how to maintain this.
Fuck that. I WILL maintain this. I have to figure out how to deal with this monster inside, but I cannot lose control again. I WILL NOT LOSE CONTROL!
The Whali is Chief.
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